The Hypocryte

why do i try to hide, all these scars upon my side,

every single kiss, embeds another in my wrist,

why am i trying to live, i take it all but i wont give,...yeah

what am i trying to hide, you clearly see my lacking strife

so why am i trying to hide, you clearly see my lustful eyes

why do i tell all these lies, you clearly read between my lines...yeah(2x)

so why do i try to give, ill die each day and refuse to live?

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Happy Fricken St. Valentines Day!!!

For all yuo people in love have a great day....and for those who dont have that special someone-nmake fun of those who do because by this time next year they'll be last years history

The day you left was a living hell, I felt like I was burning

Now our gone and I am stranded, the flowers finally died

The tube is emptied the needles pierce, it burns so bad these tears run through my veins

I have sent the pain below, but it begs and pleads and needs somewhere else to go

I just slipped off the edge of the world, I just slipped off the edge of the world

I just slipped off the edge of the world while pleading to God, "take her pain", and send it away miles away

I sing hush little girl now don’t you cry, im going to sing you a lullaby tonight

so hush little girl now don’t you cry, im going to say an extra prayer for you tonight

ill take you way up high beyond the sky where no one but the angles fly

one day you’ll be way up high you’ll grow your wings and learn to fly

I just slipped off the edge of the world, I just slipped off the edge of the world

I just slipped off the edge of the world while begging to God, "take her pain", and send it away miles away

I feel like I’ve been shot in the back

I feel like I’ve been hung by the neck

I feel the knife as it pierces my flesh

In with the good air out with the bad, seeing your tears makes my heart mad,

I might just slit my wrist and bleed, I might just slit my wrist and bleed

I might just slit my wrist and bleed for you, but my heart quit working days ago\ ill keep up with the knife but my blood wont flow

I just slipped off the edge of the world, I just slipped off the edge of the world

I just slipped off the edge of the world while screaming to God, "take her pain", and send it away miles away

just slipped off the edge of the world while yelling at God not in hate but fear to, "take MY pain", and send it away miles away

so deep so deep so deep it burns, I cry I cry I cry I die

I just slipped off the edge of the world, I just slipped off the edge of the world

never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

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Where is the moment we need at the most 
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost 
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey 
They tell me your passion's gone away 
And I don't need no carryin' on 

You stand in the line just to hit a new low 
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go 
You tell me your life's been way off line 
You're falling to pieces everytime 
And I don't need no carryin' on 

Cause you had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
The camera don't lie 
You're coming back down and you really don't mind 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day 

Well you need a blue sky holiday 
The point is they laugh at what you say 
And I don't need no carryin' on 

You had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
The camera don't lie 
You're coming back down and you really don't mind 
You had a bad day 

(Oh.. Holiday..) 

Sometimes the system goes on the blink 
And the whole thing turns out wrong 
You might not make it back and you know 
That you could be well oh that strong 
And I'm not wrong 

So where is the passion when you need it the most 
Oh you and I 
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost 

Cause you had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
You've seen what you like 
And how does it feel for one more time 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day

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confusion is slowly fogging my mind

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